My mother Sandy's funeral expenses

My mother Sandy had been in the hospital for about 2 months she finally ended up in Indy at the hospital where she was on a ventilator for 18 days there where she passed away from sepsis on October 27th and i also had just lost my 15yr old son on July 3 2020 from a car accident so its been a horrible year for me. I am just trying to come up with some money to have a nice memorial for my mom cause what we had all went towards her cremation. Any help would be greatly appreciated. Thank you