Lyme Disease is deteriorating my body at a very rapid rate. I've got CHRONIC LYME DISEASE AND A CO-INFECTION CALLED BABISIA. THERE ARE DAYS THAT KEEP ME BED RIDDEN. I'VE GOT SEVERE DEPRESSION, ANN'S IT'S TAKEN MY LIFE FROM ME. ITS CAUSED MANY LANDSLIDES OF DETERIORATION THAT I'M UNABLE TO STOP. I NEED SERIOUS TREATMENT TO CONTINUE ON AND WITH HOPES THAT OUR WILL SLOW DOWN AND GIVE MY BODY A BREAK. THIS DISEASE IS NO JOKE.
I'M NOT GOING TO LIKE WHEN I SAY I'VE BEEN SUICIDAL. I'M TIRED OF BEING SEVERELY SICK EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE WITH NO IMPROVEMENTS. I KEEP FIGHTING FOR 4 REASONS. MY 3 WONDERFUL BOY'S AND HARLEY MY SOULMATE. HE HAS TAKEN CARE OF ME THROUGH THIS LONG JOURNEY, AND HAS SEEN MY LIFE CHANGE, ME CHANGE RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIS EYES.
I'M NOT ONE TO EVER ALL FOR ANYTHING... I'M HOPELESS AND WITHOUT TREATMENT I'M JUST GOING TO BE A SHADOW OF WHO I USE TO BE. I'LL BE BED RIDDEN MORE THAN NOT. I'M LOSING HOPE.
WITHOUT FUNDS TO DO THIS, TREATMENTS HAVE TO BE PAID DAY OF SERVICE. STEM CELL TREATMENTS ARE AROUND A THOUSAND DOLLARS EACH TREATMENT.
I've been Diagnosed with multiple diseases that have literally taken my life and joy from me. Lyme disease and many other health issues that keep me from working and doing daily tasks. The cost to do the treatment and take the medicines I need are not covered and are not cheap. My white blood cell count is really low. I've been taking antibiotics for over 6 months and don't know why my white blood cells count is so low. I've got an infection in my body is all I know. I can't go anywhere like Wal-Mart because I get really sick everytime I go in public. I don't have an immune system at all. I'm sick every day, some days are better than others, but I've been sick for over 12 years now. It's causing lots of other health issues, degenerative disc disease, adrenal gland failure, diverticulitis, debilitating migraines, osteoarthritis, joint pain, joint replacements, fluid build up in my body, puking weekly, nausea daily, migraines regularly, inability to do daily tasks, thyroid disease, hoshimotos disease. Daily pain that's unmanageable, bone pain. Severe dehydration from inability to eat and drink for up to 10-12 days and end up in the hospital to stay alive, ability to eat and to keep anything down. Pure exhaustion, sleep deprivation, no home life, no social life, inability to do the things I love in life, stress on my boys and my personal life. I live in bed and at Dr's offices. I need to go out of state for treatment and testing. We are unable to get me more tests and treatment without insurance and hopefully some help God willing.
I NEVER have asked for anything. I've had people tell me to do this, I didn't want to, but have come to a time that I just have to ask for help.
I'm sick and tired of being sick and stuck in bed. I want to get some of my life back. I appreciate everyone who has prayed for me and supported me emotionally so far, I couldn't have got this far without you. Your prayers are always welcome and much needed. Thank you for everything.