Maurice hood

My relative didnt really have alot of family due to death and other circumstances. He was no were near perfect. He had his flaws. I will not lie and make up a sweet story. But i can tell you this. He was a smart loving giving soul. Who would give his last dollar to help you. And give you the info you need to better urself. And if he didnt know the answer best believe he would get it. And call you back to help you. He loved his kids or anyone kids. He just didnt apply himself when he needed to. I consider him as my brother instead of a cousin. We argued fussed. He threaten me. I threaten him. But it was just love. He wanted me to be better than him. Im in tears texting this from my heart. I miss him so much. It hurts sooo bad i didnt answer his call two days ago. Im  just lost because only someone who share my pain understands. Im not upset if you read this and get confused that im off topic. I apologize. I thought i knew what to say when i got on here. But i dont. Im just asking for some support. It doesnt matter if you give or not just open ur heart and think of that relative. Who wasnt prepared for this. And the burden that they leave for someone who truly cares...it hurts. No one deserves to die before there time.