Josefins dream of living in a bus

Hi! Josefin here. I'm 38, I live in Sweden in a small rented home with my furry friend Kitty.

I work as a site manager at a gym and I try to write music on the side.

I'm stuck in life and I want to make a fresh start, but I'm in need of help to get there.

I have this dream of living in a converted bus and to work full time with my music as a professional singer/songwriter.

A few years ago a was diagnosed with exhaustion syndrome and a thyroid condition that, despite years of trying different medication, therapy, healthy eating and exercising, my energy runs out way too fast. When I push myself I get sick, so I make the best of what I can with what I have. But it keeps me from being able to work full time and therefore I'm not able to put away savings. What I earn goes to living expenses like rent, electricity, food etc, and due to the situation up here in the north, food is really expensive now and the cost of electricity has sky rocketed. Basically a really bad position for someone like me. I'm stuck.

The things that truly gives me meaning in life is to make musik and to live freely. That's what gives me energy to go to my regular job and to pay bills. It means the world to me.

My dream of living in a bus would mean that I could live cheaper, mortgage and living expenses would actually be less than what I pay in rent and other expenses today. I would be mostly self sufficient with electricity relying on solar panels etc.

A free lifestyle would mean that I could be free to travel, I could move to a new job practically anywhere and most of all I could focus more of my energy to write music.

But I need help to get started.

My goal is a school bus and a license to drive it, therefore I'm asking for help to reach that goal.

Please help me make a fresh start and move towards my dream. All contributions are deeply valued in my heart and highly appreciated, no matter how small.

Thank you so much for taking your time to read my story.