Eye Removel Recovery Relief for this mama

Thank all u guys to everyone for your thoughts love support prayers & kind words,My life has truely changed forever! This Left eye Enucleation (Removel) operation I had on Friday October 16,2020 has been the most unbelievably painful scariest life changing surgery in my life ive never been so scared, & i still am my left eye is gone! After 2 failed Cornea Transplants in 2018 & 2019, Cataract Removel, Lense Implant, numerous lasik procedures due to Glaucoma to bring the pressure down, scar tissue on my retina with severe inflammation ,they said my optic nerve was so damaged they could not save my eye!!! I have a long way to go of recovery & healing before i even get the Ocular Prosthetic Implant, which if all is healed will be March 2021!!! With back rent bills raising 3 children day to day life's needs & the holidays coming up I just feel so vulnerable, I need to focus on Rest Recovery & Healing preparing my body for The Ocular Prosthetic implant once the inside is healed!! This has taking me everything in my soul to reach out I am truely in need of help if u can find it in your heart please donate, Any donation will be beyond a blessing, to help me & my family get thru this Please continue to keep me & my family in your thoughts & heart with love & prayers for I have along road of healing ahead of me Thank u with every fiber of my being God bless U all