In memory of BJ

Hey I'm losing my mind came home today from work and went to see my dad who I haven't seen in 2 days, 2 days ago we talked and all was well I went in heard the tv on and found my dad face down on the floor in the sitting position when I ran to pick him up his face was purple he was dead and I lost it I am broken he was the last I had to find him like that I can't get the picture out my head I'm defeated guys ughhhhh then when they came to remove the body they stole 341 dollars off the table ... I don't know where to begin to put the pieces together I am devastated.. all help will be appreciated from the bottom of my
Heart. Thanks in advance.