Im not the type to ask for help but please

My name is Jakayla and I'm 20yrs old. Im not one to go out and ask for help or money, but right now its my only choice. My father Aubrey Paul Perkins was just murdered yesterday. Now because im his only child I'm the one in charge of making tough decisions I thought I wouldn’t have to make for a long time. I was raised in the fostercare system all around Oklahoma so I never knew my father until a few months ago, when he was released from prison. I got to meet him for the first time 2 weeks ago. Yesterday 11/18/19 he was taken from me all over again but permanently. I would do a funeral for him but they are insanely expensive. I’ve decided I am going to cremate him, but in order for me to be able to see him and finally get his ashes, it is going to cost around 1000 dollars that I do not have. Its okay if the goal isn't reached but everything helps a lot.