My so called life.

So I don’t feel right asking for help. But I am in a desperate situation where I’m forced to. Most of you know I was admitted into the hospital December 18 th. It turns out for massive heart failure. I’ve had three operations to basically save my life heart valve repair, heart catheter, and pericadial window. My situation is very unreal and hard to deal with. My heart is only operating between 25 and 30 percent. What I have to have is a Life-Vest to live. The Life-Vest is a defibrillator for sudden cardiac arrest, which I’m at high risk for. Basically I need help with the down payment to get the Life-Vest, financial aid for medical, and living expenses. They will not let me work for two months. Look y’all I’m usually the one trying to help folks as bet I can. I feel awkward just having to ask for help. I love you guys. Every prayer and every penny will be greatly appreciated by me and my family. We have no where else to turn. Thank you so very much.