Helping with the loss of my father for his funeral

I dont even have words for what im goin through this pain that im feeling, unfortunately with everything that is goin on in 2020 we are in a bad economic situation, and needed to do a funeral to my dad because his last wish was for him to be buried in his hometown in mexico, and we are trying to give my dad his last wish for him to rest in peace, I am devastated he was everything for me, I'm the only daughter I was always by his side, l loved my father Jesus Manuel with all my heart and soul, its only me and my mom and its been really hard for us without me not working because I've been with my mom at home when my dad got admited to the hospital 3 weeks ago and her being 74 years old and not working because she was taking care of him but because he was in the hospital they cut all the money for her being a care giver to my dad, because this happend so quickly, he got a major stroke that it was his 3rd stroke, they opened up his head and cut half of his skull to let the brain have more space, he got in a coma and got neumonia while being in the hospital, he was a kidney transplant patient and because of everything he was going thru his kidney was under a lot of stress and he went to kidney failure and was not a candidate for dialisis and told us there was nothing else to do, and brought him home for him to be comfortable and pass away peacefully close to me and my mom, HE WAS A GREAT FATHER, HUSBAND, BROTHER AND PERSON, HE SUFFERED A LOT THRUOUT HIS YEARS ,HE WAS A DIALISIS SURVIVOR IN 2015 WHEN HE GOT HIS KIDNEY AFTER BEING IN DIALISIS FOR 10 YEARS, AND GOIN TRHU A LOT OF SURGERIES HE NEVER GAVE UP, HE IS AN EXAMPLE OF HOW STRONG A PERSON CAN BE IF THEY HAVE FAITH IN GOD AND IN THEM,I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM.