Help me get married please while I beet cancer

Hi all thank you for reading x

Any one that knows me knows I have been so so ill and now we have finally found out why I have been told on Tuesday 24th on Steve's birthday August 2021 that I have cancer :(

Steve has asked me can we try get married now even if just a little one and hopefully we can celebrate later wen I better hopefully xx

I was leaving it because of covid n we thought now things are back to normal we would start saving again then this has been dropped on us and my family and I just can't believe it everyone so shocked after all the time I have been in and out of hospital and they have not seen it and been missed untill a great doctor went to look and thankfully sent the biopsy for testing and sadly it is cancer I am on urgent and there now finally moving and hopefully help me but been so ill already I am so so tired and fed up of the pain and its one thing we would love to do is get married would be amazing please can I ask any help even just £1 it will all help I am so sorry to ask but we never thought it would come to this its hell we can't believe it but 34 year old I never emagined I'd have to ask for help for such horrible reasons but we just want to be happy and together for ever I will fight it all I can but took so long and left and missed now its move fast we just hope it's not spreading xxx

Thank you all this has been hell to write but all I want is one nice thing in my life and that's the dream to be married and as happy as we can xxx