HELP ME CREMATE MY MOTHER

I recieved notice on 17AUG2017 that my mom was found in her apartment unresponsive Thursday morning... Im responsible for taking care of her affairs and estate in Pennsylvania however I live in Washington state... Im lost as to how to afford a flight to take care of this. I NEVER ask for help because my pride is too stubborn but at this time of need, I have no choice but to ask for your help... Anything you can spare would be greatly appreciated and I apologize in advance for my inability to afford such an untimely event...... I just want to make it home to make sure she is taken care of the right way, like she would want to be. IM SO SORRY for having to ask for help. Like i said before, due to my pride i will do everything in my power to pay you back as soon as i can..... So sorry again for having to ask for help