Help Me Breathe In My Sleep

Hello everyone, my name is Joel. For many years i have suffered from very severe sleep apnea, which has stumped myself and my doctor as to why i am still alive now, YES it is that bad that could die in my sleep at any time if i do not use a "life support" machine, here is a link to read up on the sleep apnea I have https://www.sleephealthfoundation.org.au/obstructive-sleep-apnea.html and in the past year i have been renting a CPAP machine from my local sleep study place, but with the machine coming from a place like that i have no control over the machine and the settings that I need to change when my sleep anpea gets better or worse. I am not sure how long my rental agreement has left on it and I am not sure if I would be allowed to renew the agreement.Unfortunately I do not have the amount of funds available to be able to buy a machine straight away, so I'm asking anyone who can dig their pockets to help me be able to buy my own machine outright so i know that the machine is mine and that I don't have to give it back after some time and that i can control my settings myself.  I hope I can raise enough money to help keep me alive in my sleep. Thank you all for reading my little story.