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Stop my eviction

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Hi there. My name is Jesper, but you probably know me as Pochfad. If you are here, you likely know who I am or have seen me around in various places on the internet. You probably know my partner Amanda too (though you probably know her more as Starrphoenix) and have heard about my daughter and our band cantankerous cats.

The long and the short of it is that we need help. I have tried for so long to just keep keeping on - keep moving towards the horizon and knowing that even when things are dark the sun will come up again. That the world may be cruel but I can choose to be kind in return. It has gotten me through a lot in life, and when I tell you that I have been through a lot to get to where I am now, it is not an exaggeration. I have survived homelessness, hate, accidents that have left my body broken, and losses that have broken my heart. But I am still here. I am still trying, I am still grinding, still finding ways to help those who need it and I will keep trying to provide a good life for Amanda, my daughter, and anyone else who needs a hand to hold to wait out the dawn as long as my heart continues to beat. My story is a long one, one that would span pages to write it all out, but what it all comes down to is that despite my best efforts, and after exhausting every resource, my family will lose everything we have worked so hard to build if we cannot come up with a very large amount of money in a very short amount of time.

We just received an eviction notice. We have less than 30 days to come up with rent or we will be homeless. We have pursued every avenue for assistance, and are actively looking for jobs or other more stable income, but finding something that we can do given our physical limitations takes time. Time that we just don't have.

There has been too much month at the end of our money for just too long and we have reached a point where the tattered threads that we have been desperately clinging to trying to hold everything together have finally snapped. We are adrift. And all those holes we have tried to patch with hard work and hope for things to get better just keep reopening. We are sinking, and this is my cry for help. This is my SOS. Please, please help my family. I don't know where else to turn so here I am begging for a lifeline so myself and the people I love can pull ourselves to shore.

Can you help us? Trust me, I understand if you don't have the means, but if that's the case could you maybe send this to a few friends instead? It would mean the world to me.

Eternally grateful,



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Amanda Cook
Spokane, WA

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