Giver Nearly Giving Up On Everything!

Cap here. A SUPER friend (I don't have many lol) suggested to do this "after all the people you helped at the Healing Center" so here goes.

After being unjustly fired from my Safety and Support Manager job at above mentioned place in April 2020, the HEIGHT of the pandemic btw, I was plunged into borderline clinical depression according to a counselor and the plunge continues even now in 2023.

I've gone from being barely able to walk a block (no lie!) and not doing usual daily physical training to daily exercise and wellness walking once more but it took nearly TWO years.

Suicidal thoughts however have been constant and after three people I know doing so during pandemic shutdowns, not merely an abstraction.

I've had a few wonderful "Safe Fun" event security management gigs and several horrible longterm assignments since returning to seeking work last year.

Currently, I'm between assignments (translation: unemployed!) and not getting positive responses on inquiries.

Rent, utilities, food, phone, etc are a monthly guessing game.

You're more than welcome to share economic energy with me because honestly, I've nearly given up on everything!