Give my mum the send off she deserves!!

My mum sadly took her own life on the 07-10-21 and she was all I had. My life was in her hands and I’m never gunna be the same person again. I just need to give my beautiful mother the send off she deserves. I hate having to do this and feel like I’m needy. But I’m not in the position to give her the send off she deserves without your help. Please help me. I love you Mum