Help me get new equipment for my channel

Hello and thank you for checking out my page. I started making ASMR videos back in 2014 and really enjoyed it.  I have had asmr for years, and thought it would be great to help others by making videos. I ended up falling into a depression once my grandmother passed away. So I stopped making videos. Fast forward 3 years and here I am.. I decided I wanted to start making videos again and remembered how much I enjoyed helping others. I see so many comments from people stating that I help them relax and how relaxing I am. I wasn't going to come back until I had the proper equipment but I wanted to try to work with what I had which consisted of just a phone and no editing software  no camera, etc.. The only problem is I currently need new equipment that I just can't afford on my own. Currently I am in need of the following.. A good mic, I am interested in a mic called the zoom h6. I use to have a zoom and made some good videos with it but I no longer have it.  Sound is everything with asmr videos. I am also in need of a new laptop. Currently I am using a old laptop that overheats and has no cd rom. So I can't use my editing software. I am also in need of some lights. I don't have any good lighting . I appreciate everyone who donates. Every bit helps. Thanks so much!