Drowning In Anxiety.

Hello Everyone, My Name Is Sabrina-Lee Clarke, And I Am 27 Years Old, From Montreal Quebec... I Have 4 Kids From The Ages Of 2 To 9... And This Is My Story.... 3 Years Ago... I Started Having Massive Pain In My Chest And Stomach... I Had Gone To The Hospital To Get Checked And The Doctors Said That I Had Burnt The Lining Of My Stomach And Esophageus From Using Advil Liquid Gels To Reduce Pain From Having Teeth Extracted... So They Put Me On Prevacid To Help With The Ulcers That The Advil Had Caused... I've Had A History Of Ulcers Since 2007 But They Had Gone Away After Taking Medication For 2 Years.... 13 Days Into Taking Prevacid I Broke Out In Hives From Head To Toe... Causing Me Massive Anxiety.... More So Than I Had Already Been Dealing With.... So They Asked Me To Stop The Prevacid, Put Me Back On Ranitidine, Also Put Me On Benadryl And Prednisone For 14 Days.... For The Next Two Weeks I Was Shaky, Afraid To Be Alone Which Caused Massive Panic Attacks.... A Few Days After Getting Off All The Meds And My Hives Subsiding, I Found Out I Was Pregnant... Two Weeks After That I Had A Miscarriage... And Not Even A Month After My Miscarriage I Found Out I Was Pregnant With My Fourth Born.... Also 4 Years Ago I Watched My Third Born Die In Front Of Me Twice Within A Half An Hour... Thankfully Today He Is Alive And Well... From Experiencing All Of That... I Have Been Suffering From PTSD, Anxiety, Pannic Disorder, Codependency Issues, BPD, Hypocondria, And Agoraphobia... I Have Cut Out Everything I Use To Love Eating From My Diet As I Am Petrified Of Eating Food.... I Also Suffer With Temperatic Uriticaria... I Get Hives When I Go Out In The Cold For Too Long And Also In The Summer When I Sweat I Break Out In Hives, And I Also Break Out From My Hormones Being Unbalanced.... I Have Not Seen A Doctor In 3 Years Due To The Fact I Can't Leave My House Because My Anxiety Gets The Best Of Me And I Start To Pannic. I Have Called The Douglas, CLSC, And Several Hospitals And They Are Unable To Help Me.... So I Looked Into Seeing A Doctor At Home And Getting Blood Work Done At Home... It Is Very Costly And Due To Having Agoraphobia, I Don't Work... I Live Off Of Child Support And Family Allowanced, Which Goes Towards Bills And My Children... This Is Yet Another Reason I'm Unable To Get Help And Actually Be Able To Eat.... The Reason Why I've Started This GoFundMe Is That I'm Reaching Out For Help So That My Children Could Have The Mom They Deserve. My Mother Is My Biggest Support With My Children And I'm Forever Grateful For That Also My Father Who Does His Best.... I'm Tired Of Struggling And I'm Finally Asking For Help... I Will Gladly Provide The Receipts For All My Medical Bills Once I Raise Enough Money To Pay For Them... I Want To Thank Everyone In Advance.... Please Help Me Fight This Anxiety So I Could Get Back To Being The Best Mom I Can Be... So I Could Enjoy My Children And Life Itself.... God Bless All Of You.... Thank You.