Miracles are free. Life is not

Almost exactly one year ago (Sept 9, 2013 at 10:22 PM), both of my daughters were in a serious car accident. My 13 year old baby had a life ending injury; the worst kind of brain injury one can withstand. I was given less than 1% that she would survive, and that was described as arbitrary. I quit my life and stayed by her side and even ran to use the rest room to get back just to have a little more time with her. She got up out of that hospital bed and walked out of the hospital as a complete and total miracle. I may not have believed before, but now, I know. My writing and blog helped litereally thousands of peole deal with death and to witness a real live miracle. Those people have helped us a lot too! I am a single mother who has tried my hardest to raise three children. I did great with one. I am still trying my hardest on my middle one, and my baby is a miracle. I wrote a book about our story, and my blog has a lot of followers, but we are not back yet. The book was more therapeutic for us than profitable for sure. I took off a whole year to help heal her, and we ended up in Austin Texas. I am completely wiped out financially and embarassingly on government assistance. She is about to start school after an entire year off. I am taking my real estate salesperson license test on Wednesday. I have made it this far, but I am literally about to lose everything or win everything in the next 6 weeks. I am broke but full of hope, and with a miracle charging us, I thought why not try this! She wants to cheer, but needs uniforms. She needs school clothes. I need groceries. I have no way to pay my rent in a week and a half. My grandaughter needs diapers. Miracles are free, but life is expensive. We are so close to ultimate success or failure...