Covering up the scars that changed my life

Hi everyone My name is Nat. I created this page in the hope to help fund my journey to covering up my body, In Tamworth Nsw Australia on the 17th October I was lit on fire by my father Richard Sands moments after he killed my mother the most beautiful kind woman, I tried to stop him and save my children but unfortunately i lost my 6 year old Son Orlando, the light of my life. I live every day with the regret and failure but I can't give up. I have my oldest son that still needs his mummy   but everyday I wake up & look down or look in the mirror and I am reminded of the history of my scars. I am 80% full thickness burns. I have worked really hard at the gym and try and be physically strong enough to look after my son. But I can't live like this. I dont want to live like this. I want to feel comfortable in my own skin and wear shorts without people questioning why I I like this. So I ask for help from those who can. Help me live again. Help me look at myself differently. Being fully tattooed would change my life. I know it may seem small to others but to me it's a new start, a positive look into the future and bring some peace to living with these scars, although I know most my scars will not be able to take ink well I'd would like to try where I am able too. My other focus is saving for a family home for my son so he will have a forever home so when I die I am able to leave him with somewhere that is his peaceful place where he never has to worry about a roof over his head