I have many personal needs, I don't deny it's for personal reasons, but I believe it's also for the Lord as well. I have a business I'm starting, so far no one is really helping me on. I have a shopify website I'm trying to sell an ebook on called campofthesaints.com or gospeljesusblood.com or christshouseholdoffaith.com ... I have many things I want to do many of which are philanthropic, but I can't make exact plans until some money becomes available, & I can prove or show exactly what I will do. Money is a great revealer of what the intentions of the heart are, & while I can think I know my heart intentions, only God can truly know it, unless money otherwise shows it openly. I can of course do many things without money, but a person who seems very charitable while poor, can change later while rich. How do I know I'm not like that? The Bible says "the heart is desperately wicked & deceitful above all things, WHO CAN KNOW IT?" Only God knows my heart, but he can send me the comforter to comfort me that I'm right with him, & that his grace is covering all my sins, & needs. Please give to my cause, & see if the Lord will bless you for it. Thank you in Jesus's name.