Please help me put my mother to rest.

Hello, as most of you know by now my mother has passed away. This is the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with in my life. I am a proud person, but I have had some close friends of mine tell me I have to accept help. I cannot afford to have my mother cremated, which were always her wishes, and I have to ask for help. I am so lost and hurt now that my mother is no longer here with me. I normally don't put myself out to my friends about what I am going through and I tend to keep things close to my heart and inside. But I am learning that I can't do everything in life on my own as much as I want to. I always try to superman things and do things on my own, but I really need the help with this, I cannot deny it. So if you can help so I can put my mother to rest by respecting her wishes, I appreciate it more than you could ever know. I can't stop crying about losing her, but I know she is in a better place where there is no pain, no sorrow, no hate, and no sadness. Thank you for your help and I love you mom, you will always be remembered by me and live on in my heart and mind.