noe aguillon, loving person my dad!

yesterday god earned the biggest angel he could but destroyed me by completly, MY FATHER,who was also my mom figure, this is the biggest heartache i have ever felt idk how this works how im suppose to surpass this im asking for help to raise for his funeral and our family im the oldest and now the head of this. anything would be greatly appreciated.thank you, in loving memory of my father noe aguillon1966-2015 my hero my rock my other half