We all know the beginning of this story.  John developing Leukemia, and rejecting stem cell transplant.  We are still stalling with the house and praying they will wait another few months and we will have what we need for the house to be saved.  I simply can not fathom physically moving right now.  Taxing emotionally.  Kill us both physically.

New problem.  The medical bills are nickel and diming us to pieces and the credit cards we used to live on this past year are just about maxed out and I'm beginning to see myself drown in debt.  Any help finacially we can get there or programs to pay would be great.  I don't want to lose my credit.

John and I live one day at a time.  We never know if it will be a good day or a day he simply is unable to get out of bed.  Those are hard days.  Working and coming home to take care of him gets incredible difficult.  That's why we both live one day at a time.  Ever since Dr. Lim at ctca told me on the phone to tell John he only had two days to live.  That's when his mental status changed for the worse.  Is there one hospital that truly cares about thier patients?  I'm skeptical at best.

We love you all and thank you for each and every single thing that has been done for us!!  Again, words can't adequately express our appreciation.  This is John and our newest addition, Luke.  He loves laying with his Papa!!