Help Me Not Be Homeless

I need help. As much as that's hard to say it's beyond true and i'm desperate. It's hard for me to ask people for help, when most of the time i don't really wanna be alive, so this is going to be messy, bear with me.
I've been trying for years to get help and healing for my mental illnesses that make life a living hell. It's been an uphill battle on my own with numerous obstacles, including institutionalized violence and constant discrimination. I'm tired, i'm thouroughly traumatized, i'm barely surviving, and i can't lose anything else.
I've applied for disability, which will help give me some much needed stability, but as i wait the long wait (and inevidable fight) to get approved for disability i am going to lose the only stable thing in my life: my home. I may not have anyone or anything, but i have a place to feel somewhat safe and i really can't afford to lose it.
I'm going to be served with an eviction notice on June 30th if i do not pay $630.70 by then, i also have no way to pay my rent for the forseeable future so i added rent for July in the fund goal amount. 
I honestly don't have hope in anything, but i might as well try to keep on existing for now, my cats would be very sad without me.
please and thanks.