Medical and cost of living

Hey guys my name is Stephen, I'm a 37 year old super nerd from Michigan now living on Utah... I was once a CNC machinist/engineer who also worked with sheet metal and such. Now I dabble with some 3d printing and resin printing.

I'm a War Thunder gamer, hobby PC builder and Pokemon card collector. I play with some of the CoD guys at times and even Destiny 2 at times with AoD. I spend most of my time with the War Thunder division as I was once an officer. Currently I spend a lot of time creating YouTube content with Pokemon cards www.youtube.com/@fixmeshaven and overall just trying to take it easy as even gaming is a lot for me... I'm hopeful to meet or talk to any of you, please if you want to get in touch with me hit me up at PleaseFixMe#3082 or if you see me in the Teamspeak just say hi!

I currently deal with a very horrible pain disease called Trigeminal Neuralgia of the right side, it also affects my occipital (back of the head) and other facial nerves causing severe pain constantly and chronic disorders such as spasms that are uncontrollable. I am currently going to many doctor's appointments and even while being on disability I am having to pay great amounts to cover these countless appointments. I am also with that, having trouble paying for my cost of living and food. I only get so much from the government for food assistance and I do go to food banks but at times it's just not enough... I have also recently been told that I am possibly dealing with colon cancer and being rushed for an emergency colonoscopy come March 27th. Between now and then i have to see 3 other specialists costing me more money that I just do not have.