help ethan pay for top surgery

my name is Ethan and I’m a transgender male, I’ve recently been confirmed for top surgery and am currently looking into surgeons. my mum has said she can not help with the costs so I’m taking it into my own hands, I am 16 years old and autistic so it’s very hard to find work, and the work that I can do pays very little and has very few shifts, I have been diagnosed with severe dysphoria so I have to bind if leave the house every time which has contributed to my already existing back problems to the point where i physically can't move and my pain has become blinding, I could list all the reasons why I need this money and I'm not saying this for sympathy I'm saying this to show how much I need this money, I’ve wanted this surgery as long as I can remember, even as a kid I dreaded the day I would start developing so I’m truly desperate here, I would appreciate any help you can give, even if it’s just sharing this around. I have had to put the beneficiary as my mother's name because I am using her id to collect the money but know that all the money will go towards my surgery.

if you have any questions my Instagram is antifartface so don’t be afraid to message me!