cover her memorial arrangements

This is the most Embarrassing thing that I've ever had to do! I have had a full time job since I was 15 years old sometimes 2-3! As of Dec. 30 2017 I had to quit both my jobs. Do to my terminal cancer! Since then I have had no income at all! I have been approved for my disabily. Which is higher than both my jobs I had to quit put together. Do to the fact I have worked all my life! Where the problem starts is there is a 5 month waiting period on my disibily. In Dec. My prognosis from the doctor was 3-6 months! That's the doctors report not Gods! Last week I started swelling up. My hospice nurse said it's the cancer starting to shut my organs down. So the dying stage has started. Why I'm coming to you all for help is I have no money for my cremation I am not having any kind of service. I'll already be home with the Lord! I also have no money of any kind coming in for day to day stuff. All my savings has went for medicine and doctors appointments. As embarrassing as it is I need your help. A lot of you on here,  I've let live with me when you had no where to go, fed you when you had no food, ECT... I didn't do it because I wanted anything in return! I did it because I cared! But now I need your help badly and I pray you all will pay it forward! I'm sorry to have to ask for anything, I'm the one that is suppose to be helping others not the other way around! I just want you to know I love you all and anything would help at this point! Thank you all and God bless to each and every one of you!!