help phoenix fund their transition!

hi :) thanks for taking the time to click on my gofundme, i really appreciate it!, i'm phoenix, i'm 22 years old and i live in england! i am transmasculine transgender. i experience something called gender dysphoria, which means that i feel hugely uncomfortable and distressed. This is why my transition is so important to me, so that I can alleviate my dysphoria through hormones and top surgery. i have been out as trans for about 5 years now. the reason i have created this gofundme is because i cannot afford this treatment by myself, which is something that would improve my life more than i can put into words. i was told a referral was sent off for an NHS gender clinic so i thought i was on the NHS waiting list, however upon phoning them i have been informed that they haven't received the referral. I have been re-reffered this week, however I won't be seen until around 5+ years, which is kinda soul destroying. So... I've decided to go privately for hormones & wait the NHS wait list for top surgery. It would take me 10 years to save for top surgery, so actually, it's quicker to wait on the NHS. But for hormones that would absolutely improve my life, beyond words, I have the opportunity to get them sooner if I go privately, which is a fraction of the cost for top surgery. I don't want to ramble too much, but this is just so important to me. thank you for reading! have a great day, phoenix