Attempted sexual assault and vandalism

This past Friday night I received a phone call from my cousin who stated he was moving back to Puerto Rico. I eventually joined him and his friends who met up and came back to my house. I cooked for them everyone ate and everyone went on there way except my cousin. After locking up my house I explained to him that there was blankets on the side of the couch and was going to turn the air on for him to get some rest. As I was turning the air on he came behind me put his arm around my waist from behind me and attempted to push his body against mine. I dropped my elbow down hitting him on the side of the head. He then backed off and as I was telling him I was calling his friends to come back and get him he stated he was leaving. I locked up and he came back in a rage. For two hours he attempted to get into my home. After the police arrived I gave my statement however there was severe damages to my car and front yard. I am now having to pay my deductible of $750 to get the scratches and damages done to my car fixed. I cannot look at them without having flashbacks of the events that took place that night. I am disgusted I am having to even go through this but I simply cannot look at the reminder of that event. I am asking help to pay this so I can just get past this. Anything will help and thank you all for your support and understanding.