Compassionate Home Euthanasia For My Best Friend

Going into this new year challenged with one of the hardest decisions I've ever had to make. After a very turbulent and borderline catastrophic 2019, i find myself facing yet another incredibly overwhelming life event. My best friend and companion, Nigel , has a large tumor attached to his hip and spine, it has slowly been limiting his hind quarter mobility and has now caused him almost complete lost function of his urine and bowel movements. His discomfort and pain is increasing daily, and his his quality of life is rapidly declining. It is here that i vowed to not allow him any further suffering. My only wish and desire at this point is to be able to ease and end his pain in the most gentle and compassionate manor, in the comfort and safety of our current home. All i want is to be able to lay with him , hold him tight as he takes his last breath in the warmth , love, and familiarity of my arms and his own bed. In home euthanasia + crematory services = roughly $500. Any compassionate donations would be beyond appreciated.