CP's in a tough spot

So, I've had a bit of a medical mystery that has been nagging over the course of the last 8 months. It has only recently begun to really concern me as I seem to hack up blood in my cough every other/3 days. I recently lost my insurance when the calendar flipped to 2018, and have been cycling through various attempts to fix/solve the issue. Doctors have had me take an X-Ray and have been throwing a bunch of "solutions?" (medications for allergies, steroids for lung health and plain old cough syrup) and have stated that I should have my insides checked out via MRI to further get an idea of what steps to take. 

Without insurance, these new steps have become a bit of a burden and the costs of medications and doctor visits have been chewing into day to day living expenses on top of everything else. I have avoided going to doctors and have been "band-aid"-ing the cough with over the counter syrup that really doesn't do much. 

The original doctors have said that the X-Rays have showed no "serious" issues on the outside of my lungs, but apparently there could be something on the inside that may be discovered via MRI.

I would like to stress that if I were in an optimal situation, I would not need to be asking for help. I have two relatively large checks due to me seemingly any day now (one has been "any day" now for well over 10 months...don't ever get married -edit: divorced) With that being said, I am not asking for help or a handout, but simply a "loan" - I will pay anybody back kind enough to help me in this difficult time as soon as I have my funds deposited. These moneys will go towards helping me get tests and medications for whatever it is going on with my throat/lungs as well as keep my (currently 2+ months behind) bills afloat. 

Again I stress, I am not asking for a straight "donation" but merely a bridge loan of sorts which I will completely pay back...the trick is I have no clue when this year either check will be deposited to me.

Please know how difficult this is for me to do, and obviously I appreciate you even LOOKING at this page. If you are to help me out I certainly appreciate you understanding, support and having faith in me. I realize how cynical one must be on the other end of these pages.

Again, thank you.
-CP