Tim's Brain CA, Family's nest egg

Hello my name is Tim and i have Glioblastoma Multiforme Level IV, Brain Cancer.  I have a beautiful Wife, Christy and three beautiful children!  My Awesome support by my family is kind and loving!  I work at the Los Angeles County Hospital as a X-Ray technologist, and enjoy helping the less fortunate at a reduced salery plan.  On December 6th i had a sezure and imaging showed a brain tumor and needed surgery on the 9th.  the surgery was good and i knew the doctor who treated me, lucky me he was easy to talk to.  the worse type of cancer was found and I feel like I let my beautiful family down.  I do not have enough money to cover the time I need off, and i may not have a chance to continue to support my family as I may not have more then a year left.  I feel like should have done better finace planing but i dont have that luxury.  I need to support my wife and kids after I am gone, and they have a big uphill ahead of them and they did not deserve my failure in finacial planing and I feel they deserve more.  I continue to give them love and try to give them life that I have left through positive support and making the best out of uncontrollable situations.  We have been without finacing now from Febuary 15th, I am recieving 50% of my paycheck but we are falling behind.  The money will be used for my missing support and hopfully it will be enough for my wife to support our children.  I have my back up against a wall and I am thankful for each and every ones heartfelt support! My love is strong and I know that my wife will continue without me, she is strong and beautiful, but never knew I would not give the family what they need.  I am so thankful for everyone here and your contiplating generous hearts, if you bless my family with a gift I am so thankful, and if you are not able, please pray for us as we are in God's hands. May God bless you and I deeply thank you!