Newcastle Cuddle Cot
Donation protected
Angel Wings Baby and Child Loss along with Angel Mum Danielle Taylor are fundraising for a Cuddle Cot to be donated to a Newcastle Funeral Directors in memory of beautiful Robyn.
Here are Danielle own word.. .
I always dreamt of being a mummy and my dream came true, on the 8th of April 2015 (my birthday) doctors confirmed i was pregnant. Ive never been so in love woth the little person I was begining to grow. Everyday was a day closer to meeting my baby. Regular scans showed a very happy and healthy baby and then that one scan with my babys bum in the air confirmed i was having a little girl. I was overjoyed!! But my dream of bring my baby girl home soon became shattered. On the 15th of September 2015 my whole entire world fell apart, after a visit to the hospital with reduced movement and leaking i was told everything was okay and not to worry so trusting the professionals I left the hospital and continued with my day only 5 days later.... I knew, I knew my little girl was no longer the happy and active little one that she was, my instincts told me she was gone. I tavelled to the hospital hoping and praying to be wrong but my belly was still and no amount of prodding or wiggling made any difference. I arrived at the hospital and with no hesitation was taken to a room to detect my daughter's heartbeat. There was no sound and a second midwife was called in to help after trying she told me I would need to go for a scan... I felt I was waiting for them to confirm what I already knew. In there the screen facing my way I could see my still baby. No activity came from her and then she said it the words I already knew but the words I really didn't want to hear "I'm so sorry there's no heartbeat" my world shattered, I was sat there with no family around me just a midwife... I needed the ground to swallow me up and for my girl to come back to life. I then had to go home and return two days later to give birth to Robyn. I was exhausted, grieving and not ready to meet her. After 10.5 hours labour on the 18th od september she was here beautful, perfect but still and I was proud, So proud of the little girl I held in my arms, the daughter I longed for but was not prepared to leave. How can I leave her? How can I walk out of this hospital without her? How does life go on without her? I was lost and so confused at what was happening with my life but I knew I needed to organise the most amazing send of for her so that was my focus. Her perfect send of came and went and now i sit alone, grieving and missing her so very much.
My beautful girl I love you to the moon and back
Robyn Edith 18.09.2015 xxx
Angel Wings Baby and Child Loss Support has 14 private support groups on Facebook for all bereaved family members from early miscarriage loss through to child adult loss including suicide.
ANGEL WINGS FOREVER DRESSED IN LOVE provides clothing for babies made from wedding dresses and wool and gift these along with memory items for bereaved families free of charge.
Please help us provide a Cuddle Cot by making a small donation
Thank You x
https://www.facebook.com/mumsangelbabys/
https://www.facebook.com/Foreverdressedinlove/
Here are Danielle own word.. .
I always dreamt of being a mummy and my dream came true, on the 8th of April 2015 (my birthday) doctors confirmed i was pregnant. Ive never been so in love woth the little person I was begining to grow. Everyday was a day closer to meeting my baby. Regular scans showed a very happy and healthy baby and then that one scan with my babys bum in the air confirmed i was having a little girl. I was overjoyed!! But my dream of bring my baby girl home soon became shattered. On the 15th of September 2015 my whole entire world fell apart, after a visit to the hospital with reduced movement and leaking i was told everything was okay and not to worry so trusting the professionals I left the hospital and continued with my day only 5 days later.... I knew, I knew my little girl was no longer the happy and active little one that she was, my instincts told me she was gone. I tavelled to the hospital hoping and praying to be wrong but my belly was still and no amount of prodding or wiggling made any difference. I arrived at the hospital and with no hesitation was taken to a room to detect my daughter's heartbeat. There was no sound and a second midwife was called in to help after trying she told me I would need to go for a scan... I felt I was waiting for them to confirm what I already knew. In there the screen facing my way I could see my still baby. No activity came from her and then she said it the words I already knew but the words I really didn't want to hear "I'm so sorry there's no heartbeat" my world shattered, I was sat there with no family around me just a midwife... I needed the ground to swallow me up and for my girl to come back to life. I then had to go home and return two days later to give birth to Robyn. I was exhausted, grieving and not ready to meet her. After 10.5 hours labour on the 18th od september she was here beautful, perfect but still and I was proud, So proud of the little girl I held in my arms, the daughter I longed for but was not prepared to leave. How can I leave her? How can I walk out of this hospital without her? How does life go on without her? I was lost and so confused at what was happening with my life but I knew I needed to organise the most amazing send of for her so that was my focus. Her perfect send of came and went and now i sit alone, grieving and missing her so very much.
My beautful girl I love you to the moon and back
Robyn Edith 18.09.2015 xxx
Angel Wings Baby and Child Loss Support has 14 private support groups on Facebook for all bereaved family members from early miscarriage loss through to child adult loss including suicide.
ANGEL WINGS FOREVER DRESSED IN LOVE provides clothing for babies made from wedding dresses and wool and gift these along with memory items for bereaved families free of charge.
Please help us provide a Cuddle Cot by making a small donation
Thank You x
https://www.facebook.com/mumsangelbabys/
https://www.facebook.com/Foreverdressedinlove/
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