help me help my mom

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Raised by 115 people in 52 months
So...mom has ovarian peritoneal cancer, advanced, terminal, malignant. It appears at her age and heath chemotherapy is out of the question. We're doing a lot of special diets, herbs, and some healing energy work just to keep the pain and tears from overwhelming her, attempting to keep believing there's a miracle out there with her name on it. It's against both our gut feelings of pride to ask for help but we are out of options and I for one have to do any and everything in my power to help comfort her and take away as much pain and suffering as I can. Any help would be a great help, if not a donation please at least share this post, I can't begin to tell you how much this means to me. Aloha, mahalo, and thank you. Love these two, my family, my mentors, my ladies.  
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Aloha family and friends, I just wanted to take another moment to thank you all for so much love and support. I've just returned from my scattering ashes adventure across the mainland, 4900 miles driven, 13 states, many friends and family visited (though I wish it had been more), lots of memories present and past, I can't thank you all enough, over and over, for the extra time we had together because of you all. It's been an amazing journey, I cannot begin to explain the depth of my emotions over all this but I want you all to know it means so much to me. I'm blessed to have you in my life, near or far, I thank you from the very core of my soul. "Compassion for all living beings". Thank you for yours. Aloha, mahalo, love, Quinn.
In the wind, on the mountain, with me, everywhere, always.
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Gail A. Mueller passed away Tuesday morning, clear minded, happy, and free of fear. She was the best mother, a teacher, a poet, actress, entertainer, a grand spiritual presence full of compassion, love, honor and respect for all living beings. OM MANI PADME HUM! Her Spirit lives on by her son Quinn, Cousin Connie, mother Milly, hanai daughter Emily, sisters Karen, Linda and Grace, Jenny and Wanda. Brothers Ron and Charles, and all those lives she touched in her beautiful magical unharnesed life. "Every thing you want is on the other side of fear". She asks that we all celebrate her through our actions of love and compassion for all living beings. Contact Quinn for information on ceremonies thru Facebook, email or text. Aloha! Mahalo. KI KI SO SO! KI KI SO SO! KI KI SO SO!! ASHE!!
Moms cremation is set for monday morning at 930 am.
I'm planning 5 services all over the island, mostly small scattering ashes and a few little prayers, friends and family are welcome to say a prayer or tell a little story of a time with mom, then one at a beach pot luck style date yet to be determined. The first small one will be on mauna kea summit Wednesday for sunset. That's all I know so far. Love you All. Quinn.
Ps. I need physical addresses for her poetry book. :)
KI KI SO SO KI KI SO SO KI KI SO SO ASHE!
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Aloha family, friends and all those touched by my mommaLlama,
her cremation will take place at 930 Monday morning, I will post times of five ceremonies on the big island asap and I'll be scattering her ashes on the mainland as time and money permits through out the next year hoping to go as far as Tibet as per her wishes. She's asks only that we pass along her compassion and spirit through acts of kindness and live for all living beings, celebrate her life, pay it forward, love, respect, compassion and honor. KIKI SOSO, KIKI SOSO, KIKI SOSO!
there is no such thing as only a dream.
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Aloha ohana, not much of an update To give but mom's still in hospice, we're trying to get addresses to send out a print of her favorite poems she wrote. Please send contact me thru my email if you'd like a copy. I'm at sirmightyquinn@gmail.com, thank you all, it's been a rough 9 months and we would not still be here without your love, support, and faith. Mahalo ! (Thank you).
hawaiian style spring. much love and sincere thanks!
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Steve Ritchie
38 months ago

Quinn..wish we could have seen you on your brave and sad journey to the mainland! You and your Mum are in our hearts! Aloha KiKi

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Grace Morgan
42 months ago

You are flying free now. .Love you Gailee

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Jack Elias
43 months ago

Travel easily into the light, Gail. Love and blessings.

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Jack Elias
44 months ago

Thanks for the update. Keep on truckin! Love, Jack

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Steve Ritchie
44 months ago

Gail & Quinn.....we love you...Karen and me..many blessingsxxx

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Beverly Morris Armstrong
46 months ago

Always thinking about you, so glad to hear things going well. Love to you both!

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Grace Morgan
47 months ago

Glad to hear everyone doing so well. Many blessings. Love you guys

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Grace Morgan
48 months ago

So happy for you guys! Many blessings! Love you!

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Jack Elias
48 months ago

How wonderful and amazing. Blessings to you both! Love, Jack

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David Chadwick
49 months ago

Love to you Gail. Posting link to this page and appeal on cuke.com today 11-03.

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Ron Valladao
49 months ago

Quinn, my name is Ron and Gail and I shared some wonderful times together in Denver. I dedicate practice for you and for her and I would like for you to tell her that I love her and even after all these years I have thought of her often and am grateful to her. If you could please tell me how to reach you/her My e mail is rwvphx@aol.com. Please tell your Mom that I see her as Jetsunma Tara and I always have. Please let me know how you both are if you have a moment. We flew our separate ways but I have never forgot her.

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Grace Morgan
50 months ago

I'm so grateful to be able to spend time with my dearest friend Gail this week. It's been one of sadness & joy. Gail is in a lot of pain most days but her spirits and her insight into this process is unbelievable. She's constantly thinking only of others and their welfare..truly putting others before her. If you can please share this site. Quinn is amazing and has been there 1000% no easy job. Whatever help whether donation or sharing is greatly appreciated. Love to you Gail & Quinn!

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Beverly Morris Armstrong
50 months ago

Dearest Gail, You are so in my heart. Doing tonglen for you daily, taking in your cancer and sending that miracle, full recovery. (There have been advances in ovarian cancer treatment, and it sounds like you're in the right place. It's all sacred world.) Miserable to feel so sick, so am taking that in too. Here's a poem that i hope will help (arose when i was very ill last year): Goodnight Mr. Emptiness i said to the photo of my teacher that appeared at the center of my laptop’s desktop. Goodnight. May i always meet you, one human attachment to another. Wear the brown robe, so we’ll know. Hover in my ear like those hummingbirds in the agastache, a dusty purple licorice mint. Revive me after whatever sleep, mobile face of an infant, trust beyond reason, viscous squirms meet in the fields of lifestreams, ordinary subtle intimate handhold. When breath undoes its tether, say goodnight through the end pains. Meet me there, Mr. Emptiness. Wake me in tangled skies like the aching moon. tons of love, Beverly

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Jada Tan Rufo
52 months ago

Tell your mom to "Bring It!" Loved her GMO chant!

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Quinn Mueller
52 months ago

Good morning friends and family. First a very sincere thank you from the core of my heart! Mom has been in lifted spirits by you all, you're calls, posts, donations and overall support. You all have really opened her eyes to her life, past and present, tears of being lived by those long since seen and some unmet,

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Anna Culver
42 months ago

I'm so very sorry for the loss of your mother. She seemed like such a beautiful person just as you are. May her good spirit inspire us all to be better people.

KF
$25
Kay and Roger Frank
43 months ago

Gail always talked about living in Paradise and loved HI and now she has journeyed on to an even greater Paradise. :-) What a blessing to have had her in our lives when she lived here in CO as well a back home in WI

JM
$200
John Miksad
43 months ago

Best wishes...J

LJ
$50
Lynele Jones
43 months ago

Love to you Gail and Quinn. I was particularly thinking of you in my practice today, good to hear an update. May you keep your guru in your heart and continue to use every moment well.

$50
Jeannette Morales
43 months ago

sending lots of love♡

$50
jenny carlstrom
44 months ago

Go forward my true warrior.... My love, j

GM
$50
Grace Morgan
44 months ago

Wish I could send more. Love you both!

Steve Ritchie
38 months ago

Quinn..wish we could have seen you on your brave and sad journey to the mainland! You and your Mum are in our hearts! Aloha KiKi

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Grace Morgan
42 months ago

You are flying free now. .Love you Gailee

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Jack Elias
43 months ago

Travel easily into the light, Gail. Love and blessings.

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Jack Elias
44 months ago

Thanks for the update. Keep on truckin! Love, Jack

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Steve Ritchie
44 months ago

Gail & Quinn.....we love you...Karen and me..many blessingsxxx

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Beverly Morris Armstrong
46 months ago

Always thinking about you, so glad to hear things going well. Love to you both!

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Grace Morgan
47 months ago

Glad to hear everyone doing so well. Many blessings. Love you guys

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Grace Morgan
48 months ago

So happy for you guys! Many blessings! Love you!

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Jack Elias
48 months ago

How wonderful and amazing. Blessings to you both! Love, Jack

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David Chadwick
49 months ago

Love to you Gail. Posting link to this page and appeal on cuke.com today 11-03.

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Ron Valladao
49 months ago

Quinn, my name is Ron and Gail and I shared some wonderful times together in Denver. I dedicate practice for you and for her and I would like for you to tell her that I love her and even after all these years I have thought of her often and am grateful to her. If you could please tell me how to reach you/her My e mail is rwvphx@aol.com. Please tell your Mom that I see her as Jetsunma Tara and I always have. Please let me know how you both are if you have a moment. We flew our separate ways but I have never forgot her.

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Grace Morgan
50 months ago

I'm so grateful to be able to spend time with my dearest friend Gail this week. It's been one of sadness & joy. Gail is in a lot of pain most days but her spirits and her insight into this process is unbelievable. She's constantly thinking only of others and their welfare..truly putting others before her. If you can please share this site. Quinn is amazing and has been there 1000% no easy job. Whatever help whether donation or sharing is greatly appreciated. Love to you Gail & Quinn!

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Beverly Morris Armstrong
50 months ago

Dearest Gail, You are so in my heart. Doing tonglen for you daily, taking in your cancer and sending that miracle, full recovery. (There have been advances in ovarian cancer treatment, and it sounds like you're in the right place. It's all sacred world.) Miserable to feel so sick, so am taking that in too. Here's a poem that i hope will help (arose when i was very ill last year): Goodnight Mr. Emptiness i said to the photo of my teacher that appeared at the center of my laptop’s desktop. Goodnight. May i always meet you, one human attachment to another. Wear the brown robe, so we’ll know. Hover in my ear like those hummingbirds in the agastache, a dusty purple licorice mint. Revive me after whatever sleep, mobile face of an infant, trust beyond reason, viscous squirms meet in the fields of lifestreams, ordinary subtle intimate handhold. When breath undoes its tether, say goodnight through the end pains. Meet me there, Mr. Emptiness. Wake me in tangled skies like the aching moon. tons of love, Beverly

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Jada Tan Rufo
52 months ago

Tell your mom to "Bring It!" Loved her GMO chant!

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Quinn Mueller
52 months ago

Good morning friends and family. First a very sincere thank you from the core of my heart! Mom has been in lifted spirits by you all, you're calls, posts, donations and overall support. You all have really opened her eyes to her life, past and present, tears of being lived by those long since seen and some unmet,

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