Anything Is Possible- Giuliana (Julie) Tangelder
I’ve been told I have the gift of gab, however, because I am quickly loosing my eye sight, and time is of essence, I will attempt to keep this as quick as possible. So straight up, here it is:
On New Year’s Eve I ended up in the Wilcox ER because my eyesight has progressively been rapidly declining (at that moment I thought I just needed new glasses). However, due to my physical limitations, it had become a safety issue, so to the ER I went. Fast forward five days of moments that stop you on a dime, getting admitted to the ICU, finding out my brain is bleeding and that there is a golf ball sized tumor on my optical lobe.
It’s been chaotic. I’m struggling to stay in the right here, right now. All while my vision keeps getting worse, and I’m experiencing declining neurological functions.
The next step is straub in Honolulu And those results there will dictate if Cancer centers of America is the next step.
I am so scared it’s beyond comprehension. I can function rationally for a moment, but when the Fear gets ahold it’s crippling.
If I can stay in the NOW, I’m ok. Sometimes for only a a second but I KNOW In that second I’m ok. I KNOW I’m living proof of miracles and as I laugh out loud I laugh because I KNOW I’ve survived worse. As horrendous as this is, the stroke in 2016, that I shouldn’t have survived and left me in a coma and paralyzed, was way worse. This egg in my brain has nothing on me. I can walk, I can talk, I HAVE a brain! I’m alive!! I’m right here right now!!
Most importantly today I have FAITH and a positive attitude of gratitude, I trust in God.
I know I have a long journey ahead but I know I got this. It’s not going to be easy but I KNOW I GOT THIS!! But I also KNOW I NEED HELP. Medical and related expenses are mounting fast and my Medical Insurance doesn’t cover most of the expenses. All the medicine and travel are coming out of pocket.
I know I need help, lots of it. Please anything you can contribute is gratefully a appreciated! Financial donation, a share, a prayer, anything and everything helps to overcome this obstacle.
l have 3 years, 4 months and 15 days clean and sober and I plan on staying that way, because I KNOW My 50th birthday is June 25, 2020 and I plan on being in the moment with the ones I love. And if God willing, doing cartwheels at Disneyland too!!
I KNOW with FAITH that ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE. I KNOW I NEED HELP SO IM ASKING PLEASE. Donations can be made to this Go fund page and my daughters (Marina, Athena and Serena) are the best point of contact for information. And we will try to update here as much as possible. Thank you, please help, have faith, pray, I love you all. I got this!!! a golf ball tumor bleeding in my brain, easy stuff! I have FAITH!!! ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE !!! MY LOVE ALYAYS!!!
