Help Pay For My Top Surgery

Hey, my name is Adrien.  I'm an 18 year old trans boy, pre-everything.  I need some help.  My family and I are in a pretty bad situation, financially.  My job isn't giving me enough to even live off of, nevermind pay for surgery. My chest dysphoria is getting worse by the day, and I don't have any way to get insurance to go through.  I wear my binder all day, everyday, I hate showering, and I refuse to look in any reflective surfaces. I can't live like this anymore; I need help.  Anything, even a penny, would be appreciated.  Thank you so much.