I don't personally know you but that doesn't matter you are a beautiful young mom with a very hard thing in front of you. I can't even imagine or try to step in your shoes. I was moved by God to donate and I pray for all of your dreams to come true especially with your girls with whatever time you are given. Truth is none of us is promised tomorrow and your words are truth we must embrace each day and cherish those we love. I don't want to sound crazy but God told me to tell you how much He loves you and He will be by your side each and every day and that He will make sure your girls are well taken care of as He loved then more than even you do.