Help keep ES Crab Afloat

On May 22nd, 2019 I had a major accident while crabbing.  As many of you already know.. I got tangled in a crab rope and I lost my right thumb! On May 26th, against doctors orders I returned to work and pulled and shook my own crabs.. During the entire day, my boat failed to perform right and kept shutting off. Compression test and computer read out showed that my boat had been ran above 5700 rpm’s. due to said accident, Which in turn blew one cylinder in my power head, making my motor junk. I have found a boat motor and trailer for $3500 plus tax and registration in Jacksonville, FL. Same motor as the one that blew so I have plenty of future parts for this engine.. Bank looked at my injury instead of my past payment history and told me because of my mortgage I am over extended... Think truth was they don’t know the drive I have! Without the loan I can’t pay my mortgage payment or keep this company still going. Blood sweat tears and body parts all for nothing. Please Lord hear my prayers and please if you can help me. I really need this to get back on my feet again so I don’t feel like I have failed my family, friends and all the great customers I have been blessed with over the years. Thank you and be blessed! Truly, your Crab man!