Van , I'm praying for you . Slay the BEAST ! Tammy , hang in there my friend and offer everything up to Jesus Christ . I will be sending more, in the coming weeks . In 95 , when I was fighting for my life , generous people from my office donated money to help pay for medical supplies when I could not work or produce income . I will never forget or snd I always appreciate the generosity of others . GOD bless you ! I wish I was closer geographically .