Help me be A Better Person

Hello everyone who takes there to time to read this :). My name is Dane Mitchell I’m from the north east of England I’m 34 and have 3 young children. For the past 4 years of my life has been turned upside down. Suffering with mental health since I was young teen. From being bullied at school and sexual assaulted by 2 boys in my school. I’ve found life very hard to cope with. A lot of trauma and a lot of flashbacks. When I left school I wanted to join the army unfortunately having depression down I wasn’t aloud. Tried again later in life mid 20s but still passed interviews but failed medical. I gave up on the idea of joining the forces. Still not managing to find work in late 20s my life turned around again having a baby boy not only that but I had to protect him against my ex partner. Jump afew years ahead to November 21 2014 when I received a call from saying police and social was there.my children was removed and placed into my care now my son was 3 and my daughter was 2. They’ve remained with me now 6 and 5 and a new born 10 month. Past few years have been hard not working. Mental health.young children. Wanting to work or train but finding funding is very hard. Just recently I took my first flying lesson with scenic air north east based in Darlington. They do scenic air tours and do flying lessons towards a private pilots licence. The lessons are £179 pound each for 2 hours. I need too do 40 lessons + 9 exams and a medical :/. Right now my mental health is stable and having tablets and a dream is helping me. After Xmas I’m gonna try and do a lesson a month what I’m hoping for is some help to fund the training even a extra lesson a month would be great or more who knows but anything is worth a try. If anyone would like to follow my story I’m on Facebook and instragram under Dane Mitchell