Jennifer Fighting Cancer

So here we are, I'm Brian, Jennifer's husband and soul mate, and we are in a situation that you just never think is going to happen to you and would never wish on anyone to go through. Jennifer has cancer, non Hodgkin's B cell Lymphoma. It has been a six month roller coaster ride of moments of hope and despair. She has been in and out of the hospital many times. She has now been in the hospital for a month...things are moving in the right direction. The cancer is being pushed back. It got into her spinal fluid and that has effected her nerves and so she has limited use of her arms and legs. We are coming from a place of gratitude and gratefulness. The love and care of all the doctors, nurses, friends, Neighbors, and strangers from no where, have turned this experience into one that has touched our hearts. If you are the independent type, all I can say is that this kind of experience is a challenge. To be dependent on others to hand feed you and take care of all your basic necessities brings you to a very humble place. To see someone who could work out in front of a workout video for an hour with ankle weights, and jump on the back of her horse and ride with the freedom of the wind.....to watch the one you love so dearly...I'm sobbing like a fool....go through this....is a kind of hurt for me that is crushing. To see her fight with dignity in such pain is a helplessness nearly unbearable. So here I am asking for help if you have it to give. Please pray for us. Please send us your love. Please send your positive thoughts and warmth, and ask  God to breathe the gift of life into her. We are forever grateful to you. Brian and Jennifer Forster.