Legal help/ bankruptcy

The culmination of being deemed disabled and emotionally broken was a major mistake on my part. I received a DUI as a result of not eating, taking my fibromyalgia meds and having a couple drinks. It was stupid. I know. I haven't worked because of disability. I'm broke. I'm lonely and sad all the time. I am trying to learn how my illness works. I need a lawyer to help me get the right kind of help so I don't end up in jail with no access to my meds or doctors. I am beyond terrified. I can't do this alone. I was in the hospital as suicidal because I have been for about a week. I'm even to tired to figure out how to follow through on that.
I know I deserve nothing. I have not so much as been stopped by police in 14 years. And NEVER before that. I have learned my lesson and am punishing myself every minute. Please help me *try* to get a fresh start. A chance. Every current penny has gone to settling past medical debt. I took care of about half. I have to file bankruptcy now.
My appointment is Monday.

UPDATE OCTOBER 2016:
All DUI STUFF HAS BEEN DONE. I'M AN UPSTANDING CITIZEN.
JOB HUNTING IS DIFFICULT WITH A CHRONIC DISEASE. BUT I AM WORKING..BUT STRUGGLING.