Medical Marijuana Financial Aid

Hello everyone. My name is Jim and I have been dealing with bad Fibroymylagia for the past 5 plus years. I haven't been able to work since May 2013. I have also had 3 strokes that have left lingering issues. I have no insurance and pharmacare doesn't cover everything. I have done the cymbalta Gabapenten napilone and a list of others to help manage the pain. I did some research on medical marijuana and found it could offer some help. I was finally able to get a prescription and have found some great relief using a high CBD strain. Its great that I found something that works but cant afford to use it now. I am on CPP Disability but the $1100 a month is barley enough for daily living. My wife is also on CPPD because of cancer and heart attack issues. She gets less then half of what i get so things are tight, I worked hard my entire life and have never been the type of person to ask for help but will help anyone. I find it embarrassing asking for help but if this will get me back to work some day then I have to try. The medication can cost up to $1000 a month to manage the pain. My hope is that the government gives this a DIN soon so pharmacare can get onboard and cover this cost for thousands of us.
Thanks for reading
Jim