Baby room repair

I guess to start, Me and my boyfriend have had a rough start of the year, finding out th end of Oct 2014 we are going to have our first baby together was stressful yet exciting, but then my job ended in Nov 2014. He is currently the only one working to pay both our bills (i.e. housing, cars, food, ect) and just doesn't make enough to really to cover both our costs. I've really tried so hard to apply/interview for jobs, but something must scream "shes pregnant!" and I just don't get the job. Now we are 4 months left till our first baby boy comes and we just don't have the room repaired for a baby to live in there, let alone the money for food, diapers, clothes/everthing else you could possibly need for a small adorable life. I feel like a terrible person asking for strangers to take pity and help my family I'm having out, but I just don't know what to do. I've tried local churches, however they just don't have the means to help, and welfare? Well, apparently my bf (even though we aren't married) makes just enough to much for me to get help from them. So long in the short of it, I would like to ask for any bit of help for my soon to be here son, not for my sake, but for his. He didn't ask to be brought up in a home that couldn't pay the bills, but I can offer him endless love and hopefully a better future when I can get back into work. I know I will return my luck, help, whatever you call it, to anyone that needs it in the future. If not to repay my debt to all of you that help me, but to help another girl like me who really needs more then anything, just to know her baby will be ok. Thank you in advance, from the bottom of my heart to anyone willing to take the shameful pity I am asking for.

A first time mom in love with someone she has yet to meet~