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Introduction;
Salutations! My name is Sara, though I do prefer to go by Fawn. I am twenty two years old and living at home with my fiance of six and a half years- and our best friend Anne who I have known since the second grade.
Last year I successfully acted on trying to kill myself twice; once in December of 2012 and again in January 2013 when I was caught and hospitialized. I was treated and sent away to a facility for a while and have been in active therapy since then.
I was diagnosed with Bipolar I Disorder, PTSD, Social Anxiety Disorder and comorbid Aspergers. Over the course of the last year I have struggled to understand and cope with the diagnosis that I will have for the rest of my life in addition to the diagnosis that I can work to cure with good coping mechanisms. Work has been out of the question since my suicide attempt- in which they fired me during my hospitalization despite calling the front store manager and letting her know-- (thats a whole different can of worms) and with the idea of moving out of state bouncing around (along with not understanding how to work on it on my own) I have not touched SSI applications. I plan to start working on fursuiting which can bring in a pretty penny and allows me to do a lot with my budding creativity; but I need my own space to be able to do this. Making a mess of foam and faux fur bits in my parent's house is not nice- and nowhere around here sells extra upholstery foams easily; we are in Cape May County currently. In addition to that, I will be selling my art and planning concepts for something dealing with the monsters I make. You can visit my official art blog here; though right now it is sparce due to sooooo much stress and being re-made very recently.
The Goal is to move to Philadelphia. We are going to look at the possible rental home this Thursday to see how the pictures compare to the actual place. Living in the city is not only easier for me to start a business and have access to upholstery foam up the wazoo-- but is also a very trans friendly location which will do wonders for my fiance, who has been struggling with where to start with transitioning and finding those close by who can understand and help him with his body dysphoria. Down here all he has is a generic therapist, but nobody who can get the ball rolling on the things he needs to be truly happy with himself. Ray is my world and above all else I will claw all three of us to PA for him because he deserves the changes and positivity that can keep him stable and as comfortable as he can possibly be.
The place we are looking at has three rooms. We have some friends interested in maybe moving in with us from Washington, but they would not be able to come over right away-- and want to visit first rather than settle in, just to see how we all do personally- while adapting to city life. Most of the three bedroom places we are currently looking at are something we could afford and hold with year round jobs.
My friend since second grade, Anne suffers from Attention Deficit Disorder and Anxiety Disorder. She is able to work a job, but this area is very difficult for her to comprehend which causes a stagnant depression that worries both me and Ray to the bone. When we recently visited PA, we saw a side of her that seemed so free and active-- she had things to do and focus on and a confidence the likes of which I had not seen in a very long time.
The faster we can get to Philly, the better it will be for all of us- including my parents who desperately need to downsize their home- which is impossible with all of us crammed in there, eating everything like locusts.
Ray already has a job locked in for the move, transferring up to the nearby marshalls, Anne is looking-- and the least I can do is set up this gofundme to help as best as I can! Please, I implore of you to help us raise $3000.00 for the move in and first, last and security deposits.
Breakdown of Funds;
I wanted to add this so you can see where your money will be going to, so that you know that it is headed to a good cause.
Okay! Without further ado, here we go:
First Payments: $1500.00
I want to have at least 1500 saved for security deposits-- first, last month payments and such.
U-Haul 20' Truck: $143.00
- We have quite a few large sterilite bins, boxes and one bed for the trip. No car owned by the family is big enough for the move; especially since a majority of Ray's things are still at his mother's house down here.
Leftovers for buying House Things $1357.00
- The rest of the three thousand will go towards both house supplies and also fursuit-making supplies; mostly faux fur and tools.
Total: 3200.00
- I rounded it up a bit to help balance the 5% tax that gofundme takes for payments- just to help a little with the overall slurp of money that will not actually head our way. I do hope you understand. I'm working super hard on trying to make all of this make sense.
Reward Tiers:
Great Pals $10
- I shall be making a special page on my art tumblr of great, fantastic individuals who have helped us in finding a home for the first times in our lives. Each name will be hand written and drawn with original monster doodles speaking them with pride with neat-o speach bubbles ♥
Super Gr8s! $50
- You are just that! Super great! This is a new tier offered for my best friend and sister figure who wants to help out in any way she can. She asked me to put up a reward for fifty dollars and for that she will be offering cleaned up sketches! You can find her art on her blog, here.
Monster Makers $100
- With your help over tumblr or by providing your e-mail, I will be able to concoct some wild new beasts with your help and vision! They will be in your likeness and look however you want! We can work step by step until we come to the final goal!
Bard Worthy $500
- I shall put all my fears aside for you-- great hero and write and sing a song in your honor! You must tell me a little about yourself and from that I shall mold a song that bards in all the land will sing in your honor! We're not fighting dragons here, no-- but we are giving them homes. ♥
Incredibles $1000
- To be able to donate one thousand dollars would be simply and incredible act. I will make you a very big, orgininal and amazing painting of any of my original monster characters. It can be as macabre or as safe as you desire and I will mail it out to you upon its completion. After that it shall be in your ownership and you may do what you will with the painting, signed by me (who will some day be famous-- this i swear to myself!) ♥
Final:
Thank you all very much for your time. I know this is a lot of writing but I wanted to make sure you knew where the money would go and who it would go to. Even reading this makes me want to cry and give you a hug if, of course, the hug would be consented to. This means so much to all of us, it means so much to me and it means worlds to Ray. If we start the ball rolling pretty quick I will absotootley have to rifle through my mind to come up with some reward levels.
Again, I cannot express how thankful I am for everything. I hope you all have wonderful forevers!
- Fawn, Ray, Anne & our friends that may be moving in with us! ( also Daisy my Golden Retriever )
Introduction;
Salutations! My name is Sara, though I do prefer to go by Fawn. I am twenty two years old and living at home with my fiance of six and a half years- and our best friend Anne who I have known since the second grade.
Last year I successfully acted on trying to kill myself twice; once in December of 2012 and again in January 2013 when I was caught and hospitialized. I was treated and sent away to a facility for a while and have been in active therapy since then.
I was diagnosed with Bipolar I Disorder, PTSD, Social Anxiety Disorder and comorbid Aspergers. Over the course of the last year I have struggled to understand and cope with the diagnosis that I will have for the rest of my life in addition to the diagnosis that I can work to cure with good coping mechanisms. Work has been out of the question since my suicide attempt- in which they fired me during my hospitalization despite calling the front store manager and letting her know-- (thats a whole different can of worms) and with the idea of moving out of state bouncing around (along with not understanding how to work on it on my own) I have not touched SSI applications. I plan to start working on fursuiting which can bring in a pretty penny and allows me to do a lot with my budding creativity; but I need my own space to be able to do this. Making a mess of foam and faux fur bits in my parent's house is not nice- and nowhere around here sells extra upholstery foams easily; we are in Cape May County currently. In addition to that, I will be selling my art and planning concepts for something dealing with the monsters I make. You can visit my official art blog here; though right now it is sparce due to sooooo much stress and being re-made very recently.
The Goal is to move to Philadelphia. We are going to look at the possible rental home this Thursday to see how the pictures compare to the actual place. Living in the city is not only easier for me to start a business and have access to upholstery foam up the wazoo-- but is also a very trans friendly location which will do wonders for my fiance, who has been struggling with where to start with transitioning and finding those close by who can understand and help him with his body dysphoria. Down here all he has is a generic therapist, but nobody who can get the ball rolling on the things he needs to be truly happy with himself. Ray is my world and above all else I will claw all three of us to PA for him because he deserves the changes and positivity that can keep him stable and as comfortable as he can possibly be.
The place we are looking at has three rooms. We have some friends interested in maybe moving in with us from Washington, but they would not be able to come over right away-- and want to visit first rather than settle in, just to see how we all do personally- while adapting to city life. Most of the three bedroom places we are currently looking at are something we could afford and hold with year round jobs.
My friend since second grade, Anne suffers from Attention Deficit Disorder and Anxiety Disorder. She is able to work a job, but this area is very difficult for her to comprehend which causes a stagnant depression that worries both me and Ray to the bone. When we recently visited PA, we saw a side of her that seemed so free and active-- she had things to do and focus on and a confidence the likes of which I had not seen in a very long time.
The faster we can get to Philly, the better it will be for all of us- including my parents who desperately need to downsize their home- which is impossible with all of us crammed in there, eating everything like locusts.
Ray already has a job locked in for the move, transferring up to the nearby marshalls, Anne is looking-- and the least I can do is set up this gofundme to help as best as I can! Please, I implore of you to help us raise $3000.00 for the move in and first, last and security deposits.
Breakdown of Funds;
I wanted to add this so you can see where your money will be going to, so that you know that it is headed to a good cause.
Okay! Without further ado, here we go:
First Payments: $1500.00
I want to have at least 1500 saved for security deposits-- first, last month payments and such.
U-Haul 20' Truck: $143.00
- We have quite a few large sterilite bins, boxes and one bed for the trip. No car owned by the family is big enough for the move; especially since a majority of Ray's things are still at his mother's house down here.
Leftovers for buying House Things $1357.00
- The rest of the three thousand will go towards both house supplies and also fursuit-making supplies; mostly faux fur and tools.
Total: 3200.00
- I rounded it up a bit to help balance the 5% tax that gofundme takes for payments- just to help a little with the overall slurp of money that will not actually head our way. I do hope you understand. I'm working super hard on trying to make all of this make sense.
Reward Tiers:
Great Pals $10
- I shall be making a special page on my art tumblr of great, fantastic individuals who have helped us in finding a home for the first times in our lives. Each name will be hand written and drawn with original monster doodles speaking them with pride with neat-o speach bubbles ♥
Super Gr8s! $50
- You are just that! Super great! This is a new tier offered for my best friend and sister figure who wants to help out in any way she can. She asked me to put up a reward for fifty dollars and for that she will be offering cleaned up sketches! You can find her art on her blog, here.
Monster Makers $100
- With your help over tumblr or by providing your e-mail, I will be able to concoct some wild new beasts with your help and vision! They will be in your likeness and look however you want! We can work step by step until we come to the final goal!
Bard Worthy $500
- I shall put all my fears aside for you-- great hero and write and sing a song in your honor! You must tell me a little about yourself and from that I shall mold a song that bards in all the land will sing in your honor! We're not fighting dragons here, no-- but we are giving them homes. ♥
Incredibles $1000
- To be able to donate one thousand dollars would be simply and incredible act. I will make you a very big, orgininal and amazing painting of any of my original monster characters. It can be as macabre or as safe as you desire and I will mail it out to you upon its completion. After that it shall be in your ownership and you may do what you will with the painting, signed by me (who will some day be famous-- this i swear to myself!) ♥
Final:
Thank you all very much for your time. I know this is a lot of writing but I wanted to make sure you knew where the money would go and who it would go to. Even reading this makes me want to cry and give you a hug if, of course, the hug would be consented to. This means so much to all of us, it means so much to me and it means worlds to Ray. If we start the ball rolling pretty quick I will absotootley have to rifle through my mind to come up with some reward levels.
Again, I cannot express how thankful I am for everything. I hope you all have wonderful forevers!
- Fawn, Ray, Anne & our friends that may be moving in with us! ( also Daisy my Golden Retriever )
Organizer
Fawn LeMaire
Organizer
Cape May Court House, NJ
