My Kids Not Indiana Foster Care

Okay, I am a Father of these 2 beautiful kids. It was 7 years until August 18, 2015 that I finally held them. I miss and love them so much. The Mother fell on hard times and Indiana CPS is caring for them. The nightmare is that they are wanting to send my kids to a foster family. In addition, the case worker sent me a letter to the wrong address and did not return my call when I received this letter. I drove to Indiana for the 2nd hearing and it shook me up with the experiences they went through. My kids have endured so much and want to be with me. The expression on their faces when I left after the visit was the saddest moment of my life. They have in faith in God that we will be together, and I do too. The cost of driving and missing work has made it difficult to pay a lawyer. I am asking for help to put the down payment on the retainer fee. I thank you for making this possible.