Trans Girl In Need of Healthcare

It unfortunate that I (or any trans person) have to essentially plead to the public for a monetary form of mercy from a life of psychological agony and suicidal urges. But our healthcare, political and educational systems are broken. Transphobia is institutionalized by neglect, if not criminalization, of our existence by our government. There are no good mornings. I wake up with feeling tiny reminders protruding from my face. Even after I shave deep into the layers of my skin, I worry that my shadow is going to peak through the 5th layer of makeup I have on. I've already bought 6 laser appointments with my own money. But I recently lost my job and it wasn't enough. I wouldn't be asking for help unless I needed it, unless I felt like this was keeping me from stability and health. This could prevent further anxiety and trauma. But most of all, this could prevent potential street violence. Every 2 weeks in the US a trans woman is murdered for being trans and I want to do what I can not to be one of them.