Help Me Journey to New Horizons

So far, this year has brought me a lot of heartache. But pain provides you a unique opportunity for personal development that is unparalleled by life’s other experiences. I almost overlooked this fact, by trying to force myself into normalcy and routine in order to avoid further conflict. But in the past I’ve learned to capitalize on your moments of pain, so now I’ve chosen to accept the fact that I need to stop trying to find comfort in the things around me and first find comfort within myself.

That’s what has inspired my sudden interest in relocation. I’ve had moments in the Tucson desert where I watched the sky dance with color as the sun set below the horizon, and I let the outward beauty of my hometown reflect inwards toward my soul. But other times living here has made me feel like a wildflower desperately trying to grow tall, despite the all choking weeds.

I think that (at least for now, while I have no children or other obligations) the best thing for me to do is to go out into the world and find out where my heart is. They call that home, right? And while my “home” may not have a name yet, I know that life happens as much along the journey as it does at the destination. So, I made a plan…

I’m moving to Bisbee. Historically, Bisbee is a small town with a rich past, bustling and quiet at the same time. But personally, it’s a place that I have always found peace, beauty, and inspiration. At first I just romanticized the idea of me being a small town bartender at night, and riding my bike up and down the narrow winding streets to get coffee at the local shop by day. Now I am making it a reality though. I’ve found a home with a short term lease so I can test the waters, I’ve met the locals, I’ve looked into job openings… this is happening.

I might find out in the next six months that I can’t stand my new lifestyle and with that I’ll gain a new appreciation for Tucson; or maybe it’s the perfect life but in the wrong place and I’ll hit the road again. Or, maybe I’ll fall in love with it all and never leave. The only way to know is to gather enough courage to pack my bags and take a chance.

I am going to work very hard to make this all happen for myself, but I have also learned that it never hurts to ask for help when you actually need it. This move will be a big expense for me and I appreciate anything and everything that my community of friends, family, and neighbors are willing to contribute. I know for a fact that I wouldn’t be where I am today without all of your words, smiles, and support. Thank you.

Veronica





{ TL;DR: I want to go to Bisbee, and moving is expensive. :P }