Im done im tired im not getting ehat I need to pay my meds and I have been through more than I can handle.
if your sick of seeing this then spam this link to all of your friends so they can be sick of it also or i can reach my goal and be done with this madness thanks
Ill have some of the yella now dont get cheap on me.
thank you all for this helping me over this hurdle.
ill continue to fight even though i have no fight left to give i will find it somewhere.
Jesse jhon anyone else who has a monthly donation stop it any one doing benifiets spider and spuder use it for something or someone worth ashit im shutting this page down thank you.bye
Fucking battle two steps forward one back more like 1 and a half back make progress watch it start to comeback again
thank all of you for your support when i asked for help i wasnt expecting to live for more than a couple of months now 9 months later i am feeling better than i did when i was diagnosed.thank you all.
The cancer is clearing out good.but my psa didnt drop it doubled folks I need help to get enough oil to clear this out im almost there but running out I have to do this for another month everyday atleast before I can drop the amount of meds by 29 1/2 grams a month.
Kick a man when hes down.
Help me get to 30 percent so I can shut this down thanks
Good day spam me the fuck out if you dont mind that would help.
Thank all of you for your help.
Still improving my 60,000 goal maybee drastically reduced if things keep going the way they are.thank you I love all of you that have helped me.
Doing way better on cannibis oil than the cancer treatments why will medical only pay for treatments that dont work?
Im still surviving for the most part doing pretty good.
Hey folks im getting closer to beating this shit.
Well I thought medical was going to be reinstated I dont have a clue what type of beuracratic board game they are trying to make based on my experiences.it would be called let me fuck you over thank you very much.
Medical reinstated tomorrow food stamp reinstated yesterday if I could pay rent I would be doing all right.
Help a brother out.thank you guys for helping me Through this.
Medical reform huh gotta love it.do not appeak social security if your denied before first calling your medical worker as soon as you are denied social security you are dis continued from medical instead of covering you while the appeal goes through we are now with now coverage and have thirty days to get coverage continued but you wont know this because you will not be notified until you are realling back wondering what is going on.and when you call and find out you were cut off too late to reinstate it you have to re apply now when social security is denired again guess what happenes again.
Can you share my page my medical was deactivated now I really need all rrasorces thank you.
Can you help me by sharing this page.
Well one night stay in the hospital is now two nights I havent been able to hold down food or drinknfor two weeks probably a good thing since they gave ne food stamps and cut me off wi tty hout any notice the same month I can almost pay rent but food and utilities will have to suffer indefinitely
Apparently I cannot show pictures of the hoses coming out of my kidneys so trying to keep you all updated is ridiculous they removed the photos because they wernt suitable for every one it shows blood.this will get edited also because I am complaining about the site that takes 47 dollars out of 450
Hate the hospital hate having tubes sticking out of my back most of all I hate hateing
Tell Jim thanks I am staying strong getting hard not being able to work can't pay rent until social security kicks in
Thank you three for helping again I feel like a leech at times I wish I could work and support myself life would be so much easier.
Thank you and anything can help I just appealed social security hopefully I won't need to do this soon but until then I am dependent on contributions to survive.
Help me I promise I'm worth it.
Please help me get through this all I can do is fight I need your help.
Good morning onece again please share with your friends I promise I won't bitr them more than twice if they don't ask
Now Bow this will seem like a spam message but its not I just want to put it out there sometimes just knowing that someone cares helps more than a donation especially if you are going through difficult times in which case I offer my condolences and best wishes
Thank you all love you guys
Thank you I was denied sociol security I have to get a layer and appeal it hopefully soon I wont have to panhandle online as damon calls it.
The cancer has spread but im not done fighting I need your helpbto keep it going.thank you.
Im not dead yet I could still use some support.if any one can thank you if you cant and you are reading this thanks for taking the time to do so.
We ell after the good news and sighs of releif it turns out there is a twist the cancer has already started to beco me resistant to the treatments.i am not sure what options I have.dont feel its necessary to say anything to me to make me feel better it will only make me feel worse.
well the treatments are working and my doc says that it will get rid of it in my bones as well thanks to everyone that is and has helped me to be a nuisance for a bit longer.
Hey there folks im feelig a bit better still a logway from feeling100 percent but a bit better.thanks to everyomne that has and is helping me
I never thought I would generate any support with this almost 20 percent thank you f9r the link damon good looking out.
Thanks you all your suport has helped tremendously
I appreciate everything everyone has done I am asking a favor can you all share this with a message asking others to share this also I need help to get by thank you
Thank you all for helping please share this link.
I would like to thank everyone that played the show at toots last night especially buddy and corbet for bringing it all together im sorry I couldnt make it out I was hoping I wouldnt be hurting then but it seems to be there more often than not.
Wow back to pissing blood again not only is prostate cancer a pain in my asds it seems like I got kicked in the ding ding too.this is brutal I cant go to the doctors and do the paperwork and applications and forms that have to bee done im going to lose my medical covrage before it even starts over these fucking forms that I have to fill out but no one is allowed to give me any info on them.fucking cock suckers.
Can they get a donated skeleton through here I really need one this one hurts slot for 45 years old jeez.
Thank you everybody you are making it so I have a chance to survive this.
The germans no how to do it.
I would like to thank everybody that has been helping me with this and with everything is going on with me because thisjust like to say that I'm going to be asking some of you for rides why it's so bad it's so much pain three days it makes it very hard to walk its not getting any better need to talk to my doctor to see if there's anything that can be done about this or not this is very difficult for me to support my motorcycle either party on incline or waiting I idlely. I really don't like driving after taking a bunch of pills not to be doing but he's getting so that I may have to start taking somehold you again
I hope everybody is having a good newyears so far I havnt had any medicle nightmares tbis year yet but I havnt been to the doctors either
Thanks to everyone and there support I finally got approved for medical if they pay for evertything I will be taking this down soon I hope they will pay or remburse for what I have paid or debts inncorred the 9000 dollar shot that was supposed to be 5400 turned out to be 13000 so the total bill was 7993 perfect timing too it is supposed to be turned into collections on the 10th.
Thank everyone that helped or came out to gilman and wor k ed thevshow and played the show last night it felt like the make a wish foundation got involved.
I hope everyone had a good christmass see you all tonight.
Can you help me spam this out pkease.
Thank all of you looks like I will be getting some health insurance soon unfortunately I was cut off unemployment for applying for disability until they ask me via phone why I said I was able to work during the two months it took me to get a doctors nots stating I was disabled on dec 31 our beuracratic system sucks
Poison idea was kick ass as usual.in pain puched in the stomach so herd I pissed myself and barley able to walk from the aches in my bones when I got home worth every minuet.good to see some familiar faces from way back tony and ben.thank everyone again I am not going to list all the names of everyone that are playing the benifets there are a lot but thank you all.
Thank all of you again if I have ever hurt anyone or let my drug use in the past hurt anybody in anyway I am truely sorry.i am seeing first hand how much it consumes peoples lives and it is sickining to me.i had to wai for this to grow up and open my eyes you all should have sat me down and knocked some since into me im glad you s t ill have love for me.
Good morning another day gone.
Good morning I know you all jave been sharing this link I appreciate can you share it again help me get this out.
Good morning catheter free I can m I ve again well at least with out the discomfort of that damn thing
Thank you again for your support
Again I would like to thank every one those of you that know me know that I dont really ask for help so I find that it is hard to express how much I appreciate this.and to everybody that has donated money you all rock and those of you that dont know me that have donated money it is amazing to me that people still help people out in times of need when there are so many people scaming people out there thank you all.
Again I would like to thank every one those of you that know me know that I dont really ask for help so I find that it is hard to express how much I appreciate this.and to everybody that has donated money you all rock and those of you that dont know me that have donated money it is amazing to me that people still help people oit in times of need when there are so many people
This disease blows it is like a guest that wont leave and uses as mutch utilites as they can so you cant afford to evict them so you have to stop buying food and cut off utilities and hope that they give up and leave before you get so far down you cant recover in the meanwhile they are destroying your house yes cancer os exactly like every friend I tried to help out by taking them off the street and tried to get them off of there feet .I guess when I thought I learned my lesson and stopped taking house guest life did it to me again using my body as my home and cancer as the unwelcome guesy that is trying to homestead my body.
some music for you all
filth live 91 in conneticut
fields of shit
Hope you all have a nice thanks giving.
Thanksgiving to me means something entirely different this year unlike that dinner bullshit we were raised on this year something to truely be thankfull for.thank all of you I wish you a good thanks giving.
well it's a new day only in a minor bit of pain so far which is a good thing I was in the day with a smile on my face thanks to everybody
Thank you all my treatments and surgery are now going to be at ucsf cancer center since kaiser didnt want my money or your money.they did however tell me if my doctor was willing to see me that they would let me finish my treatment there but the adminisyrators wanted to talk with me.i told them that they are to unpredicyable and my doctor is on vacation my life depends on the next two weeks so i have to move on.i think they were worried i might file s law suit due to there fraudulent activities.
:) i am amazed at the support and all of the positive feed back money or no monney i appreciate it all the same i am so glad that the negativity that cloaks our planet has not cloaked our hearts
thank you again for your support if you can and haven't already done so please share this link for me
TThank you all again you are all life savers
is this just seems to be a losing battle I just got home from Kaiser where I spent 3500 dollars for pills but I need to take for 2 weeks before I could get the injections for hormone therapy because I did not want to lose my testicles to come home and get a phone call from Kaiser saying that all my future appointments are cancelled because I am NOT a Kaiser member so the injections that I need in two weeks I cannot get the surgery that I'm supposed to get so I can have a catheter removed and ultimately I cannot get its not even a matter of having money because I have paid for everything out of my own pocket no co pays no discounts does nothing appointment clear for 6 months so I can go back to work and get health care and not worry about the cancer spreading and they won't even let me go and pay full price for the injection in the surgery that I need you just fucking rips the fight out of you
Thank everybody i would kiss everyone of you if it was appropiate.
I have tried to respond to everybody who has donated money to me personally I know some of them are kinda short and a little impersonal is not intended is hard to write from the heart when you're trying to block out pain sometimes just as I appreciate all your support deeply
thank you again as ignorant as this sounds I think I was meant to get cancer because some of you people that are donating or bring up some story that I would never have remembered from the past just filling up the blocks of lost time I have more to take you for then the support in love you're giving. yeah Matt I remember when Cypress Hill didn't show up I also remember going to see them San Jose the next week they didn't play one song they had their speaker so loud that it was vibrating the stage and making a record skip so they use that as a reason not to play
I cant express how much i appreciate the support from everybody thank you for sharing the link thank all of you for caring.
I will keep all anonymous donations that way thank all of you again
I hope i am able to pay this forward i promise that i woll do everything i can when i am able to.
I have a plan to show how much i appreciate all of you as soon as i can
I'm getting tired fring everytime I look at your pictures of joy I honestly didn't know there's that many people that cared about me
I need to take all of you you just need to just made enough money for my first treatment because of you
then go to sleep for a few hours wake up to this fucking miracle thank all of you again
Im sorry i didnt get bsck to you and thsnk you pesonally ive been at kaiser fileing papers for disability i appreciate this and i will be thanky you all in petson with big open arms.
damn thank all of you i will be able to have the operation to get the catheter out permenantly and to stop it from spreading any further on the 7th draw backs are as I have with the rest of my life with no testosterone what you're going to be some pretty fucked up side effects to get used to but on the plus side of it I'm not going into dying from it. I still have no idea what have to go through to the Battle of what the fuck inside me already at least I'll be able to stop it before it can t stop. I tried to kill me but it only 60 didn't basically making me a lesbian I guess there could be worse ways to live your life out.
Thank you for your support.damon thank you for this link i would have never been able to acomplish this kind of support in the timeframe necessary with out it.
I have spent most of my life recording albums, touring and playing benefits for those in need. I have been diagnosed with a rare and aggressive form of prostate cancer that requires immediate treatment. It has spread to my bones and I have run out of money on surgeries and procedures to find out what type of cancer and how advanced it is. Now that we've identified it, I have no money for treatment and that needs to be started immediately. I need help. Prayers help, but the finances are desperately needed.