Amber's Facial Feminization Surgery

Hey folks! My name’s Amber and I’m a dutch trans girl.

I’ve been struggling with knowing who I was all along for almost 20 years, then when I finally did I was really happy knowing that I was indeed a woman all this time.

Of course it does come with it’s bunch of reasons why I was depressed all the time and felt like something was missing, and a bunch of dysphoria.
I was never really fond of my face before I knew I was trans, I always hated my big forehead, big nose and big chin.

However now that I’ve been on HRT for quite some time, my dysphoria has lessened… to an extend. My body definitely feels like it’s going places and things that I don’t like are fixable by doing workouts.

But if you’re familair with the effects of HRT, you should know that HRT does close to nothing to your bone structure, atleast when you’re starting around 20 like me. Fortunately my body isn’t too overly masculine and I’m grateful for that, I really am.

However, my face is really masculine… Hairline, brow bone, nose, lips, and chin, which are also all the things I want to get done. I know 10k will probably not be enough for all of those but I want to get my brow bone and chin done, at the very least, lips too if possible with the money.

It’s very hard dealing with this horrendous facial dysphoria, I can’t do anything mostly, it holds me back so much and sometimes I can’t help but break down atleast once a week. I don’t think I can ever fully love the way I look unless I get this surgery, sometimes I’m content or even like the way I look but that hardly happens.

It hurts and it’s extremely painful to look in the mirror sometimes and see something that resembles a masculine like grotesque monster in my eyes. It just all feels so hopeless.

The only way I make money is through cam work, outside work would be too stressful on me, and I meant that 100% I just cannot do it right now. Camming usually doesn’t end me up with a lot of money and it makes me really depressed too. Believe me, I wish I had the strength to actually do a job outside, I really wish my dysphoria wasn’t so crippling that it makes me unable to do things.

And just to put this right here: Every single bit of money helps, even just one buck, but if you’re 100% unable to, then sharing would help a lot too.

And finally, if I somehow change my mind about getting FFS, which I doubt would ever happen, I’ll try and return the money to everyone who donated, unless they don’t want me to.